Living Multiple Realities

Reality is a subjective thing, especially to us writers.

We see things multiple ways. We sit on an old stone bridge and look down at a length of pipe sunken to the bottom of an icy stream, and in a blink we see a sword, golden and forgotten, lost, waiting for a hero to come and take up the fight again.

We see her, the hero, bending down and at the edge of the stream in our mind. She is wearing jeans and a blue shirt; her dog got lost in the woods and she’s been searching for him, calling out his name. And then, she finds herself called to the sword, her birthright. Her cheeks are rosy from running. She reaches a hand into the stream and hisses through her teeth – the water is cold from spring runoff, the snow melting into perfectly clear water – and her fingers close slowly around the freezing metal hilt. Then, in wonder and fear, she pulls the blade free from the mosses and reeds out into the sunlight.

We see the story, there, waiting in the middle of the “real world,” hanging ripe like fruit from the tree of imagination. We rush home, we must write her; we must find out what happens next. What does she do with the sword? Where does it take her? We’re swooning with possibility as we rush to get the images down, the character. We want to know who she is, what she likes, how old she is.

We fall in love with her, her flaws and her talents. We find out who she has a crush on, and who she is dating. We follow her around her life and see her go to her job at the frozen yogurt shop where she gets in trouble for giving out too many sprinkles on the samples. She is distracted by images of a golden sword she has hidden in her laundry pile at her apartment, and it is hard to concentrate. Her boyfriend stops in to say hello and get a free cup of vanilla yogurt, and he can tell her mind is elsewhere. He leaves, jealous and upset. This will come back to haunt her later. But by then, a dangerous and handsome stranger will have come to town, looking for the girl who has heeded the call.

Like a polaroid, it develops. And like magicians, we turn the images into words, alchemists of language.

It is our jobs to see the world two, three, one hundred ways at once. We are the translators of possibility, telling the stories that open the hearts of our readers, fold open the curtain and give them the hope that there is so much more than what is in front of us. We open them, we open ourselves. We make reality greater than the sum of its parts.

And as we follow our stories, we write ourselves real. We forget to be us, and we become gods, for just five minutes or five hours each week or day or month when we find a corner of time to sit down and tell the story. We write to make what is within us known to the world. We have something to share.

And we must be bold enough to tell the world however we see it, shining and glittering or dripping with vampire venom. We see the world as what it could be, should be.

And we make the world magnificent with our dreams.

Inspiration #24

Every Sunday, I choose a passage of wisdom from someone who knows better and much more than I do about writing, life, the universe and/or everything.

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There is an implied contract between the author and the reader that goes something like this: Give me your time and money, and I'll let you experience what it's like to be

  • a trapper in the North Woods
  • an explorer in the Martian desert
  • a young woman in love with an older man
  • a dying cancer patient…

You must look hard at the offer you are making: would you accept it, if you were the reader?

Most people have emotional problems of their own that hurt so much that they keep trying to push them down. Fiction can lure them into a vicarious experience that discharges these emotions. But you can't say, “Read this story, it will wring your guts.” You have to say, “Read this story, it will interest and entertain you,” and then wring their guts.

~from Creating Short Fiction, by Damon Knight

Month Six Reflections: The Mourning Period

I found this several places today, and it just… fits. Only, for me, it’s a mourning period between writing novels. I don’t really know what anyone expects, but I imagine that it should be a relief to let go of the last project, to move on to a fresh story after a day or celebration for yet another novel written.

But I discover, as the year goes on, that instead I tend to have a day or several of melancholy. I feel sad, grumpy, mournful. I’m not done, I think. Those characters and I, we went through a war zone together (and the stories I tend to write, that’s actual war zones); the characters and I argued, we lived with each other, and we told a story together. Sometimes, we yelled and screamed and couldn’t find a way to go on, and then we would, and we went amazing places.

I fall in love with my characters. We just go through so much together in one month. It gets hard to let go, I want to dive back in. (Reading fiction books, I have been known to close a book, turn it over and start again, just to have it not end yet.)

And last month, after a grueling 12,000 words that last day, my characters and I created a special bond. I still dream about them, and I miss writing them, even though they posed the biggest challenge to me yet. I find myself listening to absurd amounts of Adele and feeling wistful, even sometimes wanting to burst out in tears, and then I start to laugh at my capacity for useless drama, and I press the repeat on my iPod for Adele’s playlist.

It takes me a few days to move on and get writing again.

I don’t know if there is much to be learned from this. I just know it happens, and as I become a better writer with each novel, the characters are born more fully-formed from my skull and the plots are much more elaborate, and it only takes me deeper in, takes up more of my thoughts and dreams. And it gets harder to extract myself from one world and move on to another.

I find myself envious of those who are out there working on one novel, who have all the time in the world to spend with their characters, falling in love with them, giving them quirks and baggage to work around, love stories to blunder through, evil things to slay, funny ideas to have. I’ll be there eventually, I know. And really, I would not trade what I am doing now for any experience in Earth. But, I look forward to being able to spend quality time with one story and see it through.

I wonder what kind of melancholy I’ll have if any of these novels are published. Will I look on, sad that I no longer have anything to teach these people born of my heart and head, that they are all grown up and ready to be seen and lived through by whomever likes the publisher’s choice of dust jacket?

It’ll probably be like a funeral for me. A happy, overly dramatic, all-consuming funeral.

I hope Adele comes out with a new album by then.

 

Inspiration #23

Every Sunday, I choose a passage of wisdom from someone who knows better and much more than I do about writing, life, the universe and/or everything.

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It can also happen that the author will kill himself or herself writing. The only book that is worth writing is the one we don’t have the courage or strength to write. The book that hurts us (we who are writing), that makes us tremble, redden, bleed. It is combat against ourselves, the author; one of us must be vanquished or die.

I don’t want to write a true book; it’s the one I want to write: I tear it from myself.

~ Hélène Cixous, Three Steps on the Ladder of Writing

 

Six Down, Six to Go! (Holy crap, we’re halfway there!)

First of all, a quick shout-out to my 12noveling sister. This was her last month of the project, and she did an amazing job, especially considering that she never wrote anything nearly this big ever before and she chose actual genres for each month. I barely know what genre I will write in until the day I begin writing! She’s finished up the year with 3 manuscripts and I am totally proud of her.

Secondly, what a month! I’m so tired I can’t even feel it any more. And yes, that is partly because I got myself in a time crunch and had to write 12,000 words today. If you ever want to know what it is like to be truly without a clear thought in your mind, give this a try. So you can all forgive me for the rather nonsensical and teensy post tonight. It is 2:30 in the morning where I am, and I have decided to stay up late with a celebratory glass or five of wine. Ok, a celebratory bottle of wine.

Don’t look at me like that. I earned it.

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