My Writing Process (with pictures)

Over time, I've often been asked a lot to talk about my writing process – the nuts and bolts of what I do when I sit down to write. And so far, I've resisted doing so, partly because I don't really know if I have a writing process, and partly because its a very self-conscious thing to do, to pay attention as you write and figure out what is it exactly that I do?

So I have been watching, very coyly and indirectly, so as not to frighten myself into doing strange things like starting to smoke a pipe or drink absinthe merely to seem more writerly. And I've been able to piece some of it together.

But I have to clarify that this is not how I *always* write, it's how I write when I feel like writing this way – particularly when I need to feel more professional. In truth, it's probably how I write only 30-50% of the time. I've logged more words and writing hours in the last year flopped on the sofa with a cat next to me and marathons of Buffy the Vampire Slayer in the background than I have at a desk.

So if you want the CliffsNotes version of how I write, here it is:

Choose caffeinated beverage and preferred seating area. Commence writing.

There. If this is enough for you, feel free to go about your day.

Anyone looking more for the full monty, let's keep going.

And by no means should anyone try to replicate my way of doing things. This is what works for me, and everyone is different.

I normally stop on my way home from work at a coffee shop to get in a few hours of uninterrupted writing time before obligations of home (cat, laundry, friends, Netflix) can drag me in and distract me, and I've made a point of posting pictures (like the ones here) of where I'm writing over at the Facebook page if anyone wants to follow along.

Today, I don't particularly feel like getting dressed in real clothing, so I'm working at The Desk at home (more on The Desk another day). I chose a pot of hazelnut black tea, and gathered my tools, which are always nearby in my bag – I select purses for being iPad-and-notebook friendly.

When not at home, I choose a cafe with wi-fi and plenty of comfy seating. I prefer places where people go to study, places with 50¢ refills and quiet music on in the background. Though sometimes, I opt for a moody bar and whisky, if the writing demands it.

I usually start with checking in with the outside world – Facebook, twitter, a cursory glance at my email, sending a text or two I needed to send, maybe returning a quick phone call, just to clear off my to-do list, or to get used to the idea of sitting and working. I'll use this time to play a small game of some kind if I'm feeling reluctant or if my mind is busy from the day. Sometimes I stare at people or out the window. I fidgit, and I daydream, I listen to a song I've been humming all day.

I like to put in my headphones whether I'm at home or out, even if I don't play anything on them. Few things say “don't bother me” in the same way. I generally listen to music to set the mood of my writing. Sometimes I listen to ambient noise of brain wave stuff, or I'll have nothing at all and pretend to work while I take notes on the juicy conversation at the next table.

After maybe twenty minutes, I begin. The caffeine and routine have worked into my system enough and I'm ready. Even if I'm not ready, I get to work. The time I spend working – whether it's a few hours or thirty minutes – is mine, and I do what I want as long as it's toward the ultimate goal of having written, or having expanded my little writing empire online.

Some days I like to start with fountain pens and notebooks. I like to write by hand when I feel an extra reluctance, or when I need to ease into a scene, write lists of things to think about or do, or just to feel the weight of a pen in my hand. Some things need to be hand written first, and others need the clarity of typing them out, the secure feel of consistent font.

Most of the time, I write on my iPad. Ever since I got it last march, it's my favorite thing ever. I keep a notebook at my elbow for quick notes and brain drains while I work, and I write whatever is going to be written that day. Sometimes, like today, it's a blog entry. Other days, I have a flash of insight and want to get to work immediately on a scene or a new idea.

Sometimes it all snaps together like Legos. Sometimes it's like building with old wooden blocks that are warped and rounded at the edges, and I know it's rickety and needs a lot more work. But I have made the shape I want, and at the very least I can build it again out of sturdier stuff.

Sometimes I write snippets from several different scenes, scattered across several files. Sometimes I write one long, contiguous piece, and sometimes I rewrite something that still doesn't feel right to me.

But no matter how it goes, if I've sat down to write, writing gets done. There is no other option.

Generally, I get around 2,000 words done. Sometimes more, rarely less.

Unless I'm trying to reach a monthly goal like last year, I don't worry about how much I do. Some scenes need to be written slowly and with care, they need my full attention on them like a friend in crisis. Other scenes are easy and fall out in large chunks of words and scarcely need more from me than to be the one to write them down.

I allow some distractions while I work. I respond to texts and messages within reason. If someone I know comes in, I'll stop to chat. I'll update Facebook, or tweet. I let myself research until I find what I need to continue with the story (and since my current novel involves a lot of history and phrases from other languages, I do a lot of quick googles in the middle of a thought). If possible, I do research on my iPhone to ensure I don't fall into a information hole. But if I do get sucked in, it happens. I just pull myself out and write more.

I do my best to not stress about these kinds of things, the interruptions and blips, and to trust myself. I'm a writer, I am writing, and as long as that keeps happening, I don't worry much over the small things like how much or little I can use from my day's work. It's all building the shape of what I want, each day getting closer.

Best fortune cookie ever.

There is one thing I never let myself do: I don't look up writing advice in my writing time. Its better to have a big sloppy rough draft done than have wasted another hour or day reading about how to do it. If I need encouragement, I'll look for it later. Writing time is for writing. Period.

If I get stuck, I switch tasks, or stare out the window more, or just muscle through it and write bad, awful, terrible prose.

Some days I leave cranky and irritated with how it went, other days I feel empowered and ready to take on the next step. Sometimes it's like I'm lost in a fog with no compass and an inner ear problem, other times I can see the sprawl of my plot like a view from space.

But my day is always better if I've had time to write.

This is all how the process goes – when there is a process. I strive to never be chained to one way of doing things, but to be fluid with life – there isn't always a coffee shop or desk nearby when I need one.

I've been known to write some of my best stuff curled on irowboat's sofa while he played Arkham City or Tomb Raider next to me. I've been known to whip out my pen at parties, and to seek out corners in bars to get some notes down.

It all boils down to this gem of advice:

If you've come all this way with me, awesome and congratulations.

Now go write something with your own process, and don't give mine another thought.

 

Inspiration #25

Every now and then, I choose a passage of wisdom from someone who knows better and much more than I do about writing, life, the universe and/or everything.

Share and enjoy!

“We've been raised with a false belief: We mistakenly believe that criticism leads to failure. From the time we get to school, we're taught that being noticed is almost always bad. It gets us sent to the principal's office, not to Harvard.

Nobody says 'Yeah, I'd like to set myself up for some serious criticism!' And yet… The only way to be remarkable is to do just that.”

~from Purple Cow by Seth Godin

Camp NaNoWriMo. Are you in?

Obligatory crocus spring image

Happy spring!

Before I get too deep in my own thoughts, go sign up for Camp NaNoWriMo. I'll wait.

Yes, you do have time. Camp lets you set your own word count goal, so no excuses. Go sign up.

Because, writers, it's time to bloom again.

It's been a long winter, and now the world is creaking out of hibernation, and I, too, am stretching myself out into the sun after composting the last of winter's lessons into my flesh.

It doesn't matter what we have done before, what last year did or did not hold for our writing.

Accomplishment or failure, we can begin again, with no regard for the past. We can creak our rusted fingers into typing shape, wrench our minds from anxiety of swim suits and middle squishiness, and focus on what matters to us.

The page, the story, the word, the chat rooms, the creativity.

Time to bloom, time to let the words sprout from the gray covering of the old life. Time to write, and write with the joyous abandon of not caring about anything else than how many words an fit into thirty days (or 27 of you start today, like I am).

Camp NaNoWriMo. Are you in? I am.

 

The Daunting Rebeginning

Time to start again.

I believe it is a rule that we are always lost when we begin.

I have taken the last twenty days more or less off, a rest from the turbulence of the end of last year and the writing of the last twelve months. Time to recover and to remember how to just lay on the couch and watch television or to just read an email or a book. Time to get sick with a cold and shop for a new car to replace the one that died last year, and to realize just how much I enjoy driving fast. Time for new stories to bubble from my imagination, waiting to be told.

And now, now I remember that I am A Writer. And writers write.

How do I write? How do we ever write, how do we take this beast called plot and character, how do we describe the actions of life in black and white markings?

Beginnings are full of awkward abstractions. It is not like the business of my day job, making sandwiches for hungry professionals. With a sandwich, there are limited factors, a set rhythm – choose the bread and cut it apart, spread sauces and cheeses and meat in piles with vegetables and then wrap it in foil and start again.

Writing is like that, if you had to bake the bread for each sandwich, making it with no recipe, and imagine what kind of animal the meat came from before you set it down, if the person eating the sandwich could only taste what we describe in words about the food. And as we hand it over, desperately trying to remember if we described accurately the way the tomato seeds are small and yellow in the gelatin of the fruit pulp and how the addition of cheddar cheese should add some bite to the turkey. Or if that would detract from the point of the multi grain bread.

The beginning is always impossible. We reinvent not only the wheel, but the pen, the word, the practice of hands on keyboard. We must choose what invented mind to tell the story from, we must manufacture emotions and hope that what we think we feel is the same feelings others have. We choose one person to tell from, or several, if we are in the future or the past, and even in the present we must find the color of the drapes that the light filters through in the morning.

It is even worse if we have a clear picture, the half-formed Polaroid, because it all must add up to that feeling we had when the photo developed in our quaking minds. We find a good first line, and want the rest of the melody we write to match that cadence, and when we hit a sour note it jolts us down to our tailbone that we have gone astray. And we are so tempted to quit and let the unwritten story stay perfect in our imagination.

It all feels so impossible, to begin. Especially when we have begun before, and we cannot remember the way back. Because no two beginnings are ever the same.

You see, most mythology has it all wrong. In the beginning, there was not darkness, nor was there the void.

In the beginning, there is always chaos.

And we are the reluctant masters of that chaos. We peer into that squiggling mass of possibility and have the courage to plunge into the uncertainty and the despair and wonder and the feeling of too many worlds all crowding about us wanting to be born from the unknown.

Endless possibility can often look like nothing, and we call the frozen feeling of Too Much “writers block” and we give it power, we write books about writers block (irony), we believe that it is a demon but really it is just a shape in the din of everything possible in the universe waiting to be breathed full of life.

We must remember that the difference between nothing and everything is merely a tilt of the head, a grasp of a new beginning, the willingness to wander lost into a forest with nothing but a small stub of pencil behind our ear as protection and to know that we will be okay, because the hero always lives. Not only do they live, but they are stronger for it.

We must trust the chaos to have more than we will ever need, even when it only looks like blackness, the kind of blackness with sharp teeth hiding inside. But we are not afraid, even if we think we are. We invent the fear too, and so can we invent bravery. Bravery to be bold, to be terrible, to be brilliant, to write that first paragraph and continue on to the last.

And so must we begin. Again.

 

Guest Post: Embracing Incoherence (or, Rambling for Focus)

It’s me again, taking over so you don’t have to.

A lot has happened in the last couple weeks, but we’re now 18 days and some change into November, just a smidge past halfway. If you multiply 18 days (and some change) by the Golden Ratio (1.618, a.k.a. “Phi”, a.k.a. “ϕ”), you get 30, or at least a reasonable facsimile thereof. How many days hath November? Not a coincidence.

That’s right, you’re at the Golden Ratio, the perfect spiral, the only-thing-that-makes-sense part of your story. If you’ve done NaNo before, you’ve already done your math — 30,000 words are miles behind you, and the wind is blowing comfortably through your hair.

30,000 words. Sound familiar?

So not only is it the most-perfect-hardest-time in your novel, it’s also the Night of Writing Dangerously in San Francisco. How—as a non WriMo—do I know it’s in San Francisco, you ask? Because I dropped your usual host off at the airport at a time that was not quite obscene, but also uncomfortably close to far-too-late. As I write this, she and at least one typewriter-toting maniac are snacking and binge drinking wining and dining and writing with 229 other writers.

“So how does this help me?” you ask. And just because I’m barging in here to hassle her with not-terribly-subtle notes about how far she should be, I’ll tell you.

Refocus on the goal: 50,000 words. 30 days.

Discover your story. Go faster, further. You’ll learn more about your voice. I know from watching Michelle that you’ll grow in your capacity to adapt, and everything will start coming together. It may not happen in just one NaNo, but it’s like watching the explosive delicacy and wonder of a time-lapse flower unfolding. You don’t think the Vikings reached North America by stopping and digging out their cartography kit at every glimpse of distant shoreline, do you?

What follows is actual dialogue (very lightly edited for consumption) between yours truly, and the lass who is going to strangle yours truly. Sometimes, it helps to have someone looking pointedly at the goal.

…picking up mid-conversation…

partlypixie: I’m tired of these stories I can’t end well. It started so damn well. But this month has been crazy, so I guess a coherent story on top of it all is a lot to ask of myself, eh?

irowboat: Stop whining. The point isn’t coherence. It’s 50,000 words. So knock it off.

irowboat: You’re leaping ahead into the “I’m publishing” phase. Not the discovery phase.

partlypixie: You’re so right, I really am.

irowboat: NaNo is discovery.

partlypixie: Yes

partlypixie: Thank you. That really, really helped.

irowboat: btw, that was 164 words you spent. Thought you should know.

partlypixie: Pfffft

…a couple days later…

partlypixie: With all this writing, themes are repeating so much I might as well be writing just 3 over and over. I don’t know if I have it in me to write something distinct.

irowboat: Then write something hazy and diffuse. Sounds stupid and patronizing, but I mean you just write; this is the month—of all months—where you excise every concern about what you’ll end up with. That’s what they look up to you for; that feverish, wild-eyed abandon, the acceptance and embracing of the incoherent. Readysetgo!

If you’re even the vaguest hint like me, the temptation is there every moment to edit that sentence just a little – not even trying to perfect it, just nudge it a little to let it make sense. Well, since you were foolish enough to stop in and check this out, you get the same care and watering I give as the stern WriMo wrangler (with a heart of cogs and fables): Stop fussing with it.

Every time your cursor goes up, you could be writing the next word. Every time your hand touches your mouse, you can only write words that are missing half the good vowels or common consonants.

If you’re even sort of close to hitting the 1667-word-a-day pace, that 30,000-word wall is the perfect (yes, I’m being self-referential) time to give up on your outline, ignore your urge to flip to your notes document to jot miscellanea (PROTIP: just write your notes in your story); the perfect time to give in, grab hold of every errant thought, and—with all your writerly might—bind them together like an army of Lovecraftian, madness-inducing, literary horrors.

Embrace them now. Remember this is National Novel Writing Month.

Going insane, losing hair/sleep/relationships, sorting out the gibberish – that’s what National Novel Editing Month is for.

(These 756 words were brought to you by the word ‘rambling’.)

Magic, do as you will

I wanted this to be another inspirational blog post. I did. I wanted to sit down and write something that would lift up the spirits of all my fellow NaNoWriMo participants.

But I also am having difficulty myself, and I don't want to do the disservice of making this all look easy.

It isn't. Writing this much is a lot of work. It takes dedication and sleep deprivation and giving up activities, and it takes a certain kind of magic in us that sparks creativity.

I'm feeling exhausted, that bone-deep-hit-the-bottom-of-my-creative-well kind of exhaustion. I feel like a magician who has lost his way, doomed to a fate of never finding the right story every again.

Yesterday, I passed 20,000 words on my first novel of the month. I'm putting it aside for now. It's time to start the next novel, the second for November.

And I am drawing that oh-so-terrible blank; my magic isn't working.

I've written 10 novels, eleven since last November. I am afraid that I have no ideas left, no creativity in me. I'm run dry, aren't I? How can I not be?

I'm frightened that I'm a wizard with no more magic tricks, no more stories left to tell.

What I need is to come back to myself for a moment, to reach within and find the next idea, to stop worrying about if I will make it or if I'm writing something good. I need to return to myself and be the writer I am, the person who never says die and who doesn't care what happens as long as the words come.

In the book (and movie) The Last Unicorn, the magician Schmendrick is a man who was so bad at being a wizard, his instructor cursed him to immortality until he could finally perform real magic. He walks the earth for hundreds of years, until finally something so important is at stake, that he gives himself up and says,

Magic, do as you will.”

And it works, not in any way he could have imagined or controlled, but it works. Just like writing works and just like NaNoWriMo works. I just need to give myself over to it, and to let go of what I expect.

Okay. Time to begin again. Magic, do as you will…

 

NaNoWriMo Tips: Write in the Cracks

Goodness, time is moving quickly.

Normally, I would be going at a good pace for a normal month, but at 13,000 words, I am behind. And I know from some of your wonderful messages, that many are feeling the same. Last month was busy, and now I am in the process of very, very slowly catching up. And of course, it is not happening as quickly as I wanted.

But in this rush and stress to keep the words moving in the upward count, I am seeing the opportunities I'm missing to write.

We learn in these early days, as we either soar or we fall behind, to see all the cracks where writing could fit in. We look back over the day and notice that fifteen minutes we spent surfing Facebook in the morning, that extra errand we ran on the way home that someone else could have done, that hour we spent waiting for dinner to finish cooking.

Writing can fit in-between the moments in life. That is part of the NaNoWriMo lesson, that it can happen in ten, fifteen, twenty minutes, in the places we could be doing other things.

Or job is to see where writing can fit, and then do it without hesitation. Hesitation wastes time.

It may not always go smoothly, I know. Nothing feels as good as a long chunk of time to write deep into our story and to really stretch our legs. Writing in blips makes things choppy, it can be hard to figure out where we left off. I also know that it is hard to get in only one hundred or five hundred words at a time, it feels like not enough.

But they add up. And so does that awareness that writing can happen in the cracks between the events of the day. The story will grow in small pieces, and we can still get some words done even when life has us scrambling.

As the story slowly grows, so do our muscles to assert writing into chunks of the day instead of cracks, we eventually develop the courage to make the other parts of the life spread apart with the roots we have planted.

We learn as we write whenever that we can also make life happen between writing, that as the need for words grows we make life happen in the cracks between writing.

Suddenly, as our focus shifts, life is a hassle and the words take over our words. We life with our stories living full color, while the real world fades to sepia tones. Even if we still have 30,000 words left to write in ten days, it becomes possible, if tiring, and we know we can because we know how to fit writing between the necessary parts of the day, and how to push the unnecessary tasks to the side. It will all be there when we are done.

But do not worry about that for now; start where you are.

Just write; whenever, wherever, however.

NaNoWriMo Prep: Choose What Balls To Drop

Choose your priorities.

Seriously, choose them now. Because whatever you don't choose will fall by the wayside in November.

Sleep, nutrition, diets, housework, and laundry are always the first to go. Then comes the little things, like email and responding to comments on our blogs, if we manage to blog at all. Facebook becomes a spectator sport (if it isn't a favorite procrastination tool, that is), and forget responding to phone calls or voicemail, those go next.

Face it, we're going to be writing a novel in a month. Balls are going to drop, things will be forgotten, and no matter how many things we can get done before November starts, it is never enough; life keeps happening. And while it keeps happening, we will keep writing (we will, right?). And things will get messy.

We are going to be bad a life for the next thirty days, it is a necessary trade for the productivity we demand of ourselves. Especially as we near the end of the month, when we have been living in two worlds for too long, and become ghosts of ourselves, fantasy-driven spectors who go through the motions but are not truly present enough to function anywhere but the keyboard.

Choose now what parts will suffer, and what parts will be kept in place. Choose now which balls can and will fall to the floor, because if you don't, life will do it for you. And life has a terrible sense of humor.

 

 

NaNoWriMo Prep: Clear the Decks

As we all know, it's that time of year again.

NaNoWriMo. Thirty days of literary abandon, the chance to cast aside our normal lives for a time and to finally write a novel.

I have done some seven NaNos before this year, some much more successful than the others. Some years my schedule was fairly light and clear, others I don't now how I managed to fit in the words between all the things I had to get done.

And after seven NaNoWriMos and this entire year of a novel each month, if I could give just one bit of advice to begin with, one thing to say that makes the work to do in November easier, it would be to clear your to-do list in October.

In my last post, I talked about this for a daily or weekly practice, to get a few things done before writing so the anxiety of things to do doesn't take over.

But this is another deal entirely. NaNoWriMo is an intense experience, and many who attempt it have never written this many words together before, let alone in so short a time.

There's a lot of advice out there about planning and pre-planning, most of them writerly things to do in the days ramping up to November (I'll debunk most of these later), but few people seem to be talking about what really gets in the way during NaNo. The writing part is difficult, true. Getting the ideas and words, fending off the fear of success and fear of failure and perfectionism is all incredibly hard. But really, it's the other parts of life that get in the way.

During NaNo, we need to be able to focus on writing as much as possible.

So, my first piece of advice before NaNo is to clear that to-do list. Stock up on food and cleaning supplies, get all the bills paid and schedule payments, clean all the clothing possible, and get the winterizing done around the house. Think of as many petty and important and annoying things that might take up time we could be using for writing.

Really work hard on getting it all done, tire yourself out. Try to think of at least twenty things to do. (Pawning off Thanksgiving cooking on someone else is a really good idea, by the way.)

And in November, when the Main Event starts, as prepared or unprepared as we may feel, at least there will be twenty fewer things around to distract us from what is really important:

Getting to 50,000 words and earning that winner certificate.

Are You Actually Writing?

Things that are not actually writing:

  • Looking for that tab you had open as reference material for a blog entry
  • Outlining
  • Complaining about not writing
  • Practicing your quick-draw technique in case of a duel
  • Sharpening your samurai sword
  • Slimming down your collection of 5,000 fonts
  • Tweeting
  • Facebooking
  • Searching the web to see of other people have the same problem as you
  • Replying to blogs saying “OMG I thought I was the only one with this problem!”
  • Replying to other comments with solutions you think you have conjured for the problem
  • Creating more problems now that you've solved one
  • Outlining (yes, it is worth saying twice)
  • Working on your chewing gum collection
  • Reenacting Firefly scenes with your Lego collection
  • Chatting online with friends and pretending to be writing because you have a word processor open the background
  • Shopping for apps
  • Shopping for gadgets to put apps on
  • Juggling small poodles
  • Obsessing about [RANDOM BODY PART]
  • Obsessing about [RANDOM HOT GUY/GIRL]
  • Reorganizing your throwing star collection
  • Gluing your furniture to the ceiling
  • Outlining, for gods sakes – stop it
  • Making ice cream statues
  • Bitching about writers block on your blog (if you can blog, you are not that blocked)
  • Complaining over beers you should be writing. When you could be writing.
  • Laundry
  • Research of any kind
  • Hunting wabbits
  • Pressing the backspace key
  • Wondering if you are original enough (hint: no one is, but write anyway)
  • And most of all… anything that looks like writing that is not actually contributing to your word count, regardless of how beneficial or essential it is and/or might be to the other aspects of your life

 

Things that are actually writing:

  • Writing

 

Special thanks to irowboat for his snark and insight.

 

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